It's cool. [He totally doesn't mind or care, although he's sort of not sure what to do with himself. He still feels awkward trying to do this kind of thing, like he's just never going to really feel like he's had enough practice looking out for another person to know what he should do or where he should sit or if he should have brought something.]

So, I don't know how you usually cope with this kind of thing, but it kinda sounded like you probably shouldn't be alone right now.