[This comes after some delay. Like. A day of delay. He's hiding in Nathan's room because the infirmary terrifies him, and because people looking at him is also completely terrifying right now, because his shoulders are in screaming pain.]
[His voice is hoarse and barely audible. But he's trying.]
private
[His voice is hoarse and barely audible. But he's trying.]
Don't know what to say.
. . . Not. Being a dick. Just don't know.